Welp, I dun did lost a friend today. I don't think I ever want anything to do with this person again. Calling up one of my closest friends (our mutual friend that I actually met her through 20 years ago) and telling her that I badmouthed her, having her contact ME to find out what it was when I don't even KNOW and THEN refusing to talk to me logically when I apologize and ask her just what is going on is NOT something I can easily forgive. I tried to ask her if the three of us could get together and go over things and she just wouldn't have it. She basically told me to fuck off and die in an email. I seriously had NO IDEA she was upset when I left her house on Saturday. I thought everything was fine. She is a fucking hypersensitive NUTJOB and I don't need this in my life.
What is WRONG with me? WHY IN THE FUCK can't I meet anyone cool?? Am I a bitch? Why are people such assholes?! Why do I EVEN FUCKING CARE?! I'M SO TIRED OF THIS.
3 comments:
after 20 years and this person is willing to just throw it all away over a misunderstanding??? well then, I guess we are stuck in high school until we die. hmph, don't let the harsh feelings keep you down, live your life, good gracious you have a WEDDING to plan girlie!!! much love xoxoxoxoxo
oh honey you are so NOT a bitch! you are a sweet sensitive caring person and if anything you care too much. if this person is willing to drop a 20 year friendship over something like that then she doesn't deserve your friendship! please don't be so hard on yourself! *hugs*...~zen
Thanks for your lovely comments, you guys! (((HUGS))) to you. Of course, you're absolutely right. This girl is, unfortunately for her, a little off her rocker. She's had a very troubled life that has resulted in some serious trust issues, among other things. I certainly don't need a friend like this. YES! I have a wedding to plan! WOOWOO!
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