Friday, January 27, 2006


Happy Friday to meeee! Happy Friday toooo meeeeee!!! Yay! Another weekend to enjoy. Ron is getting off of work a little early tonight and I'm so very glad... I won't have to try to stay awake until midnight! He bought some DVDs and really wanted to watch one with me so I'm looking forward to that tonight. Before he gets home I have plans to meet up with my friend Janine. I'm not sure what we're going to do, I think just grab some dinner. We need to start working on some drawings together and she was going to show me some more of her stuff. I hope she remembered to bring it!

I'm looking foward to tomorrow, too. I have an appointment at the eye doctor to get new glasses and best of all, CONTACTS! I wore them regularly for 8 years and then decided that my eyes needed a rest. At first I just wore my glasses more often, but as time went on I got more and more lazy and just wore my glasses. Then I didn't have insurance for a long time. Now I'm finally covered and I can go get it done. I'm so tired of these old glasses I've been wearing... I think I've had them for four years. And then there's my pair of glasses that I have for lounging around at home...they're missing the right arm! It's not a problem really, it's not even noticeable most of the time. Not until I'm blow drying my hair and I flip my head and they fly off my head right into the toilet. *Bloop* Lovely. I did that a few weeks ago.

After the eye appointment Ron and I are going to Marguerite's parent's house (the one where I visit the cute autistic boy, Paul) to pick up a large throw rug and stereo stand that they're giving us. I was offered them when I visited Paul last week. The stereo stand is in great shape and should accommodate Ron's extensive DVD collection nicely. And the rug is going to look great in my livingroom. It's a whole different color than the ones I currently have so it's going to be a nice change.

Nothing else planned for the weekend so we're gonna play the rest by ear. I'm thinking we should go out and play pool or go dancing on Saturday night. We've been trying to go out a little more often 'cause we've been such couch potatoes on the weekends and that gets so boring. Kinda like this entry! I have a few things on my mind to write about, but I really should finish my work so I can get outta here. I might be back later.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

More crap














I'm having a helluva lot of trouble focusing today. Can you tell? I don't feel like working. No one is here again and it's slow. I'm caught up on mostly everything...and putting off other things. Sometimes I wish I were born as someone's pampered pet. I'd love to be a cat or a dog. I hate having to work and make a living. I wish I could just play in the backyard all day.

Some more cute animal pix






I just got these in an email this morning. I love cute animal pictures!! I can't get enough of them. The Springers are my favorite, they remind of a special Springer I know named Tina. I dog sat for her and her big lab buddy, Ike, a lot last year. I miss them...I need to find time to go visit them and their humans.

I love the puffer fish picture, too. I had one named Fred in my saltwater tank a few years back. Their little 'faces' are so CUTE! And they're always right up at the front of the tank scopin' ya with those huge, googly eyes like, "Well hello there. How are you today? Are you going to feed me?? Well, hello there..." Don't fish have, like a three second memory span? I've heard that about goldfish a lot, but I'm not sure if it's true with all other fish. I had some tiger oscars that seemed more intelligent than that. Not to mention the saltwater fish, some of them really look like they're...I don't know...more aware? Especially triggerfish.

*sigh* It's a slow day at work again. I wish I could go home and be with Ron. Once again, I tried to stay up for him last night and I failed. I thought I'd "nap" for an hour before he got home. Next thing I knew he was helping me stumble my sleepy ass to bed. Got a quick look at the clock and it was 1:30 am! I fell asleep on the couch at about 10:30... I guess I'll try again tonight. This sucks.

A survey...taken from Southern Fried Girl

-What time did you get up this morning? Well, my alarm goes off at 6:15 every morning... This morning I managed to drag myself outta bed by 6:47.

-Diamonds or pearls? Hmmm, I'd have to say BOTH. But I'm not a glam girl, I like tasteful jewerly that's not all huge and encrusted.

-What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Oh man, that's a toughie. I don't like movie theaters anymore. They rip you off and then make you sit through 20 minutes of commercials! I'd rather snuggle on the couch and watch a DVD. The last movie I saw, away from my own couch, was probably 'Charlie and the Chocoate factory' over the summer!

-What is your favorite TV show? Forensic files, Law and Order at the moment.

-What do you usually have for breakfast? Cinnamon toast crunch or actual cinnamon toast and coffee.

-What is your middle name? Anne, a very common middle name I've come to find. My mom always wanted me to go by Julieanne, but I chose to stick with plain 'ol Julie.

-Favorite food? Hmm, favorite sweet would have to be chocolate. Favorite others include mashed potatoes, spinach and RED MEAT. I love animals in more ways than one...hehehe...

-What foods do you dislike? Grainy red apples and iceburg lettuce.

-What is your favorite chip flavor? Flamin' hot Cheetos.

-What is your favorite CD at the moment? I recently got the 'ol 'Arrested Development'. I love old skool hip hop. Another fave is 'Alice n' Chains' SAP.

-What is your favorite sandwich? More food? Um, that's have to be the 'Chicago South sider' from Vons.

-What characteristic do you despise? Arrogance.

-Favorite item or outfit? I'm not into clothes at all so it'd have to be an item... Hmmmm, I guess my new rollerblades at the moment.

-If you could go anywhere in the world for a vacation, where would you go? Italy.

-What color is your bathroom? Mostly white. I've got the fishy theme going on in there...so there's some blue, green and various other colors.

-Favorite brand of clothing? I don't care. I have favorite shoes though...Chucks.

-Where would you retire to? Retire? Hell, I have no idea right now. All I know is that I want to get the HELL outta socal.

-Favorite sport to watch? Ron's really gotten me into watch BMX racing. Love it!

-Furthest place you are sending this? It stops at this blog, as far as I know...

-Goal you have for yourself? Oh shit, where do I start?? Probably draw more often and be happy with what I have in life.

-Long term? Own a cute little home somewhere more rural than this LA shithole where I can raise a nice little family. One or two kids...maybe.

-Person you expect to do this first? No one.

-When is your birthday? May 19th.

-Favorite flower? Sunflower.

-Are you a morning person or a night person? NIGHT.

-What did you want to be when you were little? A marine biologist or an animator.

-How are you today? Fine, it's Thursday...very close to Friday.

-What is the date on your calendar that you are looking forward to? In the near future, going up Norht with Ron for a mini vacation weekend. Far off? My wedding, of course.

Cool, that was the first survey I've done in a long time. Fascinating...


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Pets past


Awww! It's a picture of Caramel rat and her new buddies! This was sent to me by her new owner in an email update on the little bugger. Turns out she's got a new roommate that looks just like her. Caramel's in the middle, there's Shrew to the left and she's not sure what the new one's name is going to be just yet. There's also one other rat in there with them (she's obviously not in the pic) and I forget what her name is. The cage is gigantic and fits all four of them great. I just couldn't imagine how hard it would be to keep that cage clean and smelly free. That's the main thing I really don't like about rats, they stink. I only had two and I got tired of cage cleaning. It's great to see them all together and happy though.

I wonder how Apples and Bananas the parakeets are doing in their new home in San Diego. I had given them to the lady at work to give to her grand daughter. Last time I asked about them, which was probably about two months ago, she said that the little girl was really enjoying them. I'm so glad... I hope they live a long time for her.

I'd really like to see my conure, Leonard, that I had to give up three years ago. She was only a year and a half old. I gave her to an aquaintance at the bird store that I used to go to. Last time I stopped by there I found he wasn't working there anymore. I hope she's doing okay. I sometimes miss her obnoxious, messy, noisy ass. Sometimes. But I'm glad I gave her to someone who could provide better for her. I can only handle the small birds for now... And definately NO more pets! For now... Yes, my famous last words...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Finding them one at a time




Well, I received my "Cotton Candy" my little pony last week. She was one of the first ever produced. Thanks ebay! I've decided to start looking for some of the 'old skool' ponies on ebay. I have enough of the newer ones for now. I need to find some more of the oldies. I've got a Pegasus, "Medley" on the way and I'm bidding on a fuzzy pony, "Buttons"... I had Buttons for a little while when I was little, 'til my dog ate it. Poor girl ended up a pile of fuzzy scraps all over the lawn. So my herd is growing and I should have a rediculously HUGE collection of them if and when I ever have a daughter. She's gonna be like, "Mommy, 275 My Little Ponies? What the hell is wrong with you??" Of course she won't be able to touch them or, heaven forbid, PLAY with them!!

My attempts at drawing more regularly have been few and far between lately. I've done it a little more, however motivation still evades me. I have to be in the 'mood'. I don't know where that 'mood' to draw has gone, but I wish it would come back. I can't force myself or all I'll do is scribble crap. I haven't even been working on my 'self portrait'. Ugh...I have to do something artistic soon or I'm gonna explode. I don't know what is wrong with my creative juices.

Hanging out with Paul the little autistic boy last week was great. I love him... However, he's started calling me almost every single night since. Cutie pie... I'm gonna have to break it to him that I just can't talk on the phone every night. I don't even like talking on the phone that much with girlfriends much less trying to make conversation with a 12 year old boy. He likes to talk about his bird, A LOT. Hehehehe, it's so cute. But I find myself spacing out and repeating myself a lot. Last night I screened my calls. I can't keep doing that, it's not fair to him. I just hope he understands...

That's about it for this boring entry. I need to get some work done, got another boss coming in from Poland tomorrow and I just KNOW he's gonna have plenty for me to do.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

I wuz gunna BUT

I was going to post some new pictures taken over the past few weeks, however, my camera battery konked out in the middle of a photo session the other night. I was taking some very cute pictures of, yes, the boids. I had Pickles and Punkin' on my shoulder and Pickles was giving Punkin' some lovin's for a change...little nibbles on the head. I think that's it for my batteries as of late. I have to go out and get some more and WHO KNOWS when the hell I'm gonna get around to that. I'm too busy, you know, staring at the sky.

The past couple of days have been good. I went out to dinner with Lisa and Paulet the other night. We had Mexican...and the BEST margaritas I've ever had! I wouldn't really call them margaritas, actually, as they were much more like smoothies. Lisa said I just HAD to try the mango, so I did and I wasn't dissappointed. If I had wanted to get any sort of buzz though, I would have been. A very weak and foo-foo drink, minus the umbrella. But it was quite tasty and that's all I needed. It was nice seeing Lisa again and I enjoyed her company. She gave me my belated Christmas gift, a shower curtain. Yes, a shower curtain. She couldn't think of what to get me, and I couldn't think of what I needed that wasn't too expensive. I suggested a fishy shower curtain and that's what I got. I'm very happy with it despite the fact that it's made my whole house REEEEK of plastic. Much to Ron's dismay. He came home the other night demanding to know what the hell smelled like, "Someone fucked themselves with a can a WD40." All I could do was laugh and point in the direction of the bathroom, of course. I need to take that thing down this weekend and wash it with some flowery soap or something. For now, the bathroom door stays closed and the window in there wide open. PEEeeeewyy!!!

I made some delicious stuffed bell peppers last night. Oh man, they turned out fantastic! Just stuffed them with rice and seasoned ground beef. I put some cream of mushroom soup on top and baked them for 45 minutes. *DA-rooooool* So good so good, but they gave me the farts like they usually do. I greeted Ron from bed with a tooter when I heard him get home from work. We often speak to each other in gas...

Tonight I'm going to visit my friend Marguerite's little brother, Paul. He's kind of like a little brother to me, too, since I've known him all his life. He's such a sweet child...slightly Autistic. It's been so nice watching him improve over the years. He really loves animals and his parents agreed to let him have pets a while ago. It started out with a hamster, then a kitty and now he's had a bird for a few years. Turns out he likes the bird best. He still has the kitty but has gone through about three hamsters. Typical... He loves it when I come over with one of my little guys. Last time I visited I brought my rats. Tonight he's going to meet the Tobster bird. I don't think he's ever seen a parrotlet before so it should be interesting for him...not to mention for Toby. I haven't travelled much with him so I'm planning on keeping the visit short so that I don't stress him out too terribly.

I miss Ron so much. It's good for us to be apart, but it still sucks. I'll think of this time in ten years when he's snoring next to me in bed and I have to get up to sleep on the couch. Ah, marriage. It's going to be a blast! No really, I'm looking forward to it. I can't wait to move into a bigger place with him. It'll be OUR place... One day... For now it's time to finish my lunch and get working.

Later!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006


Hehehe, I love this picture. I had seen it before, but someone sent it to me again today and I had to save it this time...

Well HURRAY for me! I finally took the time to fix my links. Now they actually work! Amazing, I tell you... Took me long enough. I still have to figure out how to link the diary I started out at. I screwed up so much that my damn diary doesn't even show up anymore. I'm sure it's simple, I just have to take my time and figure it out.

Shit, I have some work to do. Maybe I'll be back later on with some photos.

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mmm-hmm

Yes, happy Monday. I had to work today, bleh. Shit, I can't believe I wrote all that crap on Friday night! I just read it over... I think I'M the only one who reads this. I don't really understand how to get more readers here. It seems like every other web diary, journal, blog or whatever that I read has a million fucking readers. I complain about this from time to time, I can't help but let it get to me sometimes. Especially when I post something I'm proud of and NOT A SOUL comments. What the fuck?? How do I get out there? There's so much fucking competition. HELL-OH-OH-oh-oh-oh... Anybuddy out THERE-ERE-ERE-ere-ere-ere... ?? I like writing in this, I'm just tired of no one reading me. Am I THAT lame? I guess so. I suck at links and shit...computers in general. I feel like such a dumb ass.

Anyway...

I had a nice weekend. Friday night I went to Melanie's for while. Tyra was there, too, and we had fun discussing wedding stuff. Then I went home and wrote in here 'til Ron got home from work at 11:30 p.m. I missed him so much this week. It was his first week working nights again. I'll get used to it again, I really will. It SUCKS though. Saturday night Ron and I went out for a lovely italian dinner. We hadn't been out to dinner in a long time. It was nice, except for the crowds. We headed toward the restaurant at about 8:00 p.m....on a Saturday night. Shitty time to go 'cause that's when the whole city decides to go out to eat. Between 8 and 10 p.m. you're gonna have to wait for a table. We were really starving by the time we got a table, but it was worth it. Yesterday I got my new rollerblades. I love them! I found a very cool looking pair at huge Sports Ch@let that Ron knew about. It was a bit far from home, but I'm glad we checked it out because they had a much better selection. Of course I had to try them out the minute I got home! I was all uncoordinated at first because it had been two years since I'd skated, but it didn't take me long to get the hang of it. I brought them to work today so I can go for a spin right after work, before it gets dark.

Okay, it's time to finish up for the day. Later...

Friday, January 13, 2006

Presenting some more of the artist in me


OFFICIALLY DONE!
This is a work in progress. I need a project to keep me focused
and more motivated to draw and create. It's very good for my
brain because I sorta feel like it's melting. I've got my regular physical
acitivity down, now it's time to work on the brain activity.
She needs a good and STEADY workout.
Hahahaha! I found these in my work junk file as I was cleaning it out. Behold...some images from my past temp jobs... I call them boredom drawings. I drew those boxers about five years ago from a photograph given to me by a co-worker. She had seen my drawing of Pickles on my computer desktop and wanted a portrait of her own pets on her desktop. I was up for the challenge! Came out pretty damn good if I do say so myself. Especially due to the fact that it was done on good 'ol Microsoft ah-pixelated painter. The other one is a self portrait I did when I first started at my current job. I had that on my desktop for a little while. It's not really done, there's tons of shading to do but I got bored with it. As noted above, I'm going do some major fixing and shading of that thing. I have a couple other images from my bored temp days on disks at home... I usually drew my pets. I'll have to check those out.
I don't usually draw on computers, I just don't like it. If I can do this great on a shitty old program, imagine what I could do in photoshop and painter! I took some computer art classes in college and made some awesome stuff... But it just doesn't thrill me. Actually, I think it's just that I'm a really simple-minded person when it comes to some things, and my art is one of them. I prefer traditional art. My art is cartoony and looks like it should be animated. I wanted to be an animator when I was a child. When Dizney made those beautiful works of art called full length animated features. Animation is HUGE today, compared to what it was, but it's CHANGED so fucking much. Everything looks all cool and real and there are buttloads of effects but, but it's all too much for me right now. I suppose one day I'll move to computer art because it would be so much fun to create something beautiful with all those effects and shit. It could help me move on in any field. I'm going to stand by my pencil for now. Is that what those things are called? I should find mine. Right... I HATE computers...only because I am AFRAID of them. My habit of procrastination causes me to avoid things like computers. (excuse) That's why I don't think I'm cut out to be a professional artist right now. (excuse)
Part of me wants to be an artist, but I don't like a lot of today's money makers in the art field that rely heavily on computer animation. I don't know... I just don't want to be forced to mass produce or draw characters that look like everything else out there. I'm most interested in the field of illustration, I am very good at capturing the moment. The original snapshot. UGH... But, if I had a dollar for the number of people who have told me that I should be an artist/animator for Dizney, I wouldn't have to work. I used to want that, I reasearched it, looked into schools... People referred me to programs. It didn't take me long to realize that Dizney is the fucking antichrist. I wouldn't give them a dot on a page. They're NOT for me. I know that there are plenty of studios and shit that produce animation, not just the big ones and I know that there are lots of jobs for someone with my talent. Maybe I'm just being a little overprotective and selfish with my art. I don't want to give it to just anybody. I don't want to be part of just another one of those stupid cartoon shows. Although there is a whole new world of sick shit out there, starting with that Sick and Twisted animation show that comes out every year. Good 'ol Spyke and Myke. I like that, but... I don't want that either.I think I've pretty much decided that if I were to do any art professionally, it could be freelance illustration. I've already done a few projects for people over the past couple of years. Illustrating children's books and the like seems to be the best for me because I really enjoy it. There are endless possiblities when it comes to storybooks. Now if only I could get myself organized and put some of my stuff out there. Really try! ...or I can just sit on it and procrastinate like I always do...

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Childish

I'm not afraid to admit it...I am 28 years old and I STILL collect My Little Ponies. I just love the lil' buggers. I don't COLLECT collect them, as in keep them untouched in the box or have them all perfectly clean and catagorized in a display case somewhere. I simply enjoy their cuteness. My old ones are a bit dirty 'cause I really played with them...outside and inside. They remind me of good times during childhood, they were my absolute favorite toys. I would take them everywhere, to grandma's, to school, to friend's houses... I didn't just sit and comb their hair or dress them up. No no no! They all had individual personalities and genders and were involved in many dramas, played out by me in my bedroom.

I'd get a new one and get a 'feeling' about it. Bowtie here was definately a girl. The look on her face, to me, is that of a sort of bored arrogance. Like, "Pfft, what-ev-errr, just get on with it would you??!" She was the prissy bitch of the herd. You didn't fuck with her though, or she'd make damn sure you were miserable. She did that to all the new little fillies who had the nerve to flirt with her stallion, Moondancer, the second pony I ever owned. I never liked dolls as a child really, I had a whole lot of stuffed animals. The was Pinkie the Pink Panther, Mikie mouse , Marie mouse (Mickey and Minnie mouse dolls), Bubba Bear, Ellie elephant, Goodbye kitty (Hello Kitty doll with a drug problem), Tady and Sally parrot and the pound puppy family. They all lived and played and carried on with the ponies. The ponies were always in the center. Any dolls were usually evil, except for the Cabbage Patch Kid. She was cool. She sat on my bed most of the time and just looked pretty. The ponies main enemy was the fake barbie family. I never had a real barbie, just a barbie-knock -off little family. Mom, dad, a baby boy and a baby girl. They were always trying to invade the ponyland paradise so that they could build their dream home. Uh-huh, it went on like that in my little imagination.

This particular one is not mine, but it is the very first pony that I had gotten for my birthday when I was six. She's called Bowtie for obvious reasons. I think she was one of the first in the series, not sure...I just know she's really old. I don't have a huge collection, only about 30. I just started adding to it again in the past few years. My originals were at my parent's house for a few years after I'd moved out. The day I brought them home I had to take them out, line them up and reminisce on all the good times we had. Their hair was all fucked up from being in a bag for so long, so I dumped them all in the bathtub and washed them. Then I sat down to comb their hair and line them up to dry. Soon after that I happened to be at a toy store and saw the newer ones. I had to buy a couple... So I've been picking a few up here and there over the past few years. Last night I got a wonderful surprise while grocery shopping. They had My Little Ponies in the toy section! AAAAA!!!! So I picked up a few more and went home to pull out the herd again...

Step number ONE

I did it! I diiiid iiiit!!! Last night I asked Melanie to be my maid of honor and she happily accepted! She was so cute and excited! She is the official BFOTB...can anyone guess what those letters stand for? Hehehehehe! She's going to be a great help, I'm sure. Next I'm going to ask Lisa and then my sister-in-law, Kristine and her daughter, Lauren...who will be a junior bridesmaid. The next most important step is to make an appointment at the church and find out all of what needs to be done. I really have to find out what dates they have available next January/February. I have to get off my ass and do that by next week. I am a terrible procrastinator when it comes to these things.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Stupid quizzes...hurrah! Taken from Lealoo...

You are a traditional bride.
Congratulations! You are a traditional bride!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?
brought to you by

I got this from someone I used to read and just found again. She had dropped out of sight for a while to plan her wedding. It's nice to catch up on reading, especially someone with a wedding agenda... I need all the ideas I can get at this point.

Style

Yesterday I did something that I haven't done in ages. I went to Soooopercuts for a hair trim... Yes, I'd been going to my regular guy for about five years and lately it's been hit or miss. The last two haircuts I've had to go back to him the next week and ask him to fix it. I hated the way his last haircut was growing out. I want my hair to be about medium length to long (a little past the tops of my shoulders) for my wedding and that means I'm going to wait about six months before my next trim. I couldn't stand the way it was growing, it looked like a football helmet...the layers were retarded. Too long on the bottom, too short on the sides...yuck! So instead of calling my regular guy and having to wait two weeks for an appointment, I just walked right into the local Soopercuts and got a simple cut. I saved money, too, and that's ALWAYS a good thing! The girl who did it was very sweet and gentle. I noticed how she was slow and calculated and didn't yank the hell outta my head like my regular guy sometimes does. Now I'm very happy with the results. I can wake up in the morning and just shake my head and have a lovely 'do without hassle. Yay! I'll try to get a pic of it soon...

After my haircut I met up with my friend Janine at my house and we went for a nice, long walk. We both like to exercise and want to try to walk or bike ride together at least once a week. I've been hanging out with her a lot lately and it's been great. We've known each other for such a long time, since we were about 10 years old... She was closer to my friend Lisa, they had met in summer school. The three of us would play together as kids. I'd see her at Lisa's parties every now and again. We hooked up about five years ago at one of Lisa's gigs and hung out a lot for about a year and then lost touch again. Lisa mentioned her about six months ago and I asked for her email address. She was happy to hear from me...she had been through a lot and needed someone to talk to. So we've sorta been there for each other lately and it's nice. I enjoy her company and I like having another girlfriend to confide in. Especially one that shares some of my interests...we've also introduced new things to each other.

Man...it's slow at work again. Oh well, more time to start researching wedding plans. Yea...I'm gonna start soon. I swear! Yea, mom! I'm on it!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I'm okay


I'm feeling better this week. I exercised yesterday for the first time in a little over a month. I always forget what a difference a little raising of the heart rate makes. It's back to the routine, gotta get out and be active at least three times a week for a minimum of 30 minutes. I figure I'll fall into my usual pattern of two to three times a week for a while, slack off for a week or two, go back to it for a month and so on... That seems to be my pattern when it comes to regular exercise. I have to get out and look for a new pair of rollerblades so I can add some more variety. I looked this past weekend and was not at ALL thrilled with the selection. Seems styles have changed a bit since my last pair. That pair was stolen over two years ago. They were a boot style, got them about 8 years ago. The rollerblades of today look like ugly biker shoes with wheels attached. Ugh... Gotta keep looking, I'm sure I'll find something I like. I can't wait to skate again!

There isn't much going on. I guess that's good because I really have to start thinking about and planning my wedding! My mom has started getting antsy now that the holidays...she wants to get together and start working on the guest list. First thing's first! I'm a little nervous about the whole planning thing, as I always get about big projects. But this is supposed to be fun, I'm sure it will be once I get started. I'm not at all sure where I want it. I know I want a Catholic ceremony in a Catholic church. That's about as far as I've gotten. I need to start perusing magazines and the internet for ideas. I don't want anything huge...

So is anyone from Blogspot reading this yet? I've tried linking this to my old diary and so far no luck. Meaning, I haven't figured it out yet. I guess I can start fresh here, as I haven't really been doing this whole publishing myself on the internet for too long yet. It's almost been a year. Woopie. I'm being so boring today. Someone tag me with questions or whatever... Hell, I don't know... Bye for now.

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Morose



It's the new year...why do I feel so down? I don't know. Everything is fine, really. I managed to make it through another holiday season without going insane. I got to ring in the new year with those I love. I have plenty to look forward to. What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like shit? It's time to just suck it up and move on, like I've had to do so many times before. This year is going to be great...or at least just as good as the last year was. Right. Life is good. I'm going to live it one day at a time. Don't worry about a thing...

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

2006

I haven't really been in the mood to update lately...not to mention I've been busy. Spent the past week closing up 2005 at the office among other things. My home computer has been broken again, although Melanie and I finally found time this past long weekend to get together and reformat it. I still have a few more things to do to it before I risk getting on the internet. Anyway, Happy New Year. It's 2006! I'll be back later.