Ughgh

I don't know why, but I'm very depressed today. Well, part of it is that I've lost Swirl...AGAIN. I'm so stupid stupid stupid. I opened the cage door when I got home yesterday, checked on them a couple times... All was well, Swirl was climbing the screen door as usual. Then I checked again and couldn't find her. Damnit! When am I gonna learn?? She's my favorite. If I can't find her I'm going to take Caramel to the little pet store and have them find her a home. I don't want to get another one and I don't want her to be alone. I'm tired of this. I have too many pets. Too many cages to clean and it's starting to stress me out. I can't afford all of these animals anymore. Stans fucking teeth are breaking my bank. I can't afford groceries because of that fucking vet bill from two weeks ago. Plus, Pickles has plucked the hell out of his chest again. And he won't stop humping his toys. *sigh* I'm a bad mom. I'm just down today. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm having trouble concentrating. I'm feeling so lazy and stupid. I have to work. I don't want to! But what else is there to do? I don't want to work, I don't want to grocery shop, I don't want to go home, I don't want to exercise, I don't want to eat... I just want to sleep. Fuck.