Meatball

Yesterday ended well. I went for a jog around the track at my old highschool. I'm glad I've started going there to jog for a change. It's yet another place I can get a workout. I think next time I jog it'll be around work again.

After my jog I made an incredible meatloaf. It was like a giant meatball. Just an egg, some breadcrumbs and spaghetti sauce from the night before. Then as a cute garnish I put sliced tomatoes across the top. It turned out delicious, very moist. I had mac & cheese and peas on the side. Wow, another real meal complete with proteins, carbs and greens. I'm going to have to stop this cycle and have brownies for dinner tonight.

It's about time for my chocolate fiend to come out. Yup, it's the dreaded period week. I'm feeling a bit depressed/pissy today. Yet another mood in which I do not feel like doing a damn thing. I just want to get through this day. I'm looking forward to this evening out with the girls. Melanie invited me to see a free movie at her work, the one about the girls and the traveling pants. True corn that I wouldn't pay for. I love that shit though. I need to take in some stupid, brainless, fluffy movies occasionally...especially if they're free.

I didn't watch any t.v. last night. I've done that quite a few nights lately. Just been listening to music and reading. Either that or cleaning and organizing. Now if I could just sit down and draw. That's next on my agenda. If I had one. Agenda? What the fuck is that?

So I'm kind of bored at the moment. I am lonely for a new girlfriend. Melanie is so lucky, she works with so many cool people. That's the thing that really sucks about this job...there is no one to talk to.

I've made another appointment at the vet for Stanley. He's still got that weird infection in his gums that will NOT go away. Yea, MY cool cat has to have a chronic infection in his mouth that the vet is baffled over. He even had some teeth extracted a few months ago, but the infection is still pretty bad. I've been using an anti-bacterial mouth wash on him and he hates it. First of all because it hurts when I have to open his mouth wide and second of all because cats HATE having shit shoved in their mouths...naturally. So Saturday it's off to the vet to try and resolve this thing once and for all. I'm worried about him because it's not good for his kidneys to have this ongoing infection. Plus, it may be something else that's causing the infection, like diabetes or kidney problems. I think a blood test might be in order for poor poopsie.

It's lunchtime, I guess I'll go eat a little something. Then I have to go to the bank. Then maybe the day will be over. Why am I so depressed? Stupid, stupid. Stop it and be happy. Yes. Happy day.

Later.