Now, on to my shitty weekend! First of all, Ron's horrendous mood was back with a fury! It was so much worse than it's been in a long time. I understand, mostly, but it's been grating on my nerves, nonetheless. I don't know what the hell to do or say or think lately. Saturday was the worst, all of our plans fell through and that put Ron in a horrible place. He was basically FED UP on Saturday, which resulted in his voicing some pretty dark things. And how did I respond? First I got angry, then I got frustrated and finally I had another emotional meltdown. That got Ron off of his high horse. He was sorry and we had an okay rest of the evening until we crawled off to bed. Easter Sunday morning (or afternoon, when we finally got up) was kinda bickery until we arrived at my parents. Then we both put our moods aside and socialized nicely with the family. I think being with my family helped Ron's mood a lot, as he continued to be happy when we got home last night.
Fuck, I don't know... I'm so tired of shit. It's been hard to keep up with the good attitude when my other half is being so impossible. I know he's got a great heart and he has every right to feel fed up and upset at circumstances. (GOD, the shipping lady is standing here babbling to me and I am SO NOT IN THE MOOD for her. SHUT UP! LEAVE ME ALONE!) But he DOES NOT have every right to turn around and be an ASSHOLE to me. I'm going to have to stand my ground. If I don't like what he's doing, I have to fight back and tell him. Which I DID this weekend, thus it was a bickerfest. Whatever. Let's see how this week goes. I'm just gonna do my thing and let him do his thing. It'll be fine.
Oh yea, and it's PMS week too! YAY! But, I've got nothing short of a ton of CHOCOLATE Easter candy to keep the bitch at bay. Today I am going to exercise like a mad woman after work so that I can go home and gorge on chocolate without feeling too guilty. That's the plan. Just as soon as I get through this boring workday. Later!
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