Pinched

Well, isn't that fucked up... I had written an entire entry and what happened? I hit the wrong fucking button and erased the whole thing. That hasn't happened to me in a long time. I was actually trying to copy the thing so that in case something happened, I could paste it in another document. I always do that. This time, it backfired. Son of a bitch!

Okay, so what was I talking about before it got obliterated? First of all, I have somehow fucked up my back. The right side pinches and pulls whenever I move wrong. The knot running all down that one side is so tight I think my head is gonna be pulled into my own ass... I wanted to keep up on jogging and go again tonight, but I don't think that's such a good idea, unless I want to injure myself further and not be able to exercise at all for a long time. I'm so worried about being flabby. It's stupid, I look fine. I just want to lose a little weight and it seems like everytime I get back into the groove, I lose it again. A common problem, I know. So I guess I'll just go home and exercise the parts that don't hurt, like my stomach, ass and upper thighs/butt. The good 'ol problem areas.

I also mentioned that I received my snowboard yesterday. It's gorgeous! It's a beginner's so it's nice and wide and easy to turn with. Not that I know how to turn or anything, it's just *supposed* to be easier on newbies. I'm both nervous and excited about learning to snowboard. Unfortunately, we're probably going to have to go to the ends of the earth to find anything that resembles snow. I must complain about the stupid weather now...WHY in the FUCK won't it RAIN??? I want some damn snow in the local mountains!! I want to get over my fear and conquer those hills already!!! I guess I could take a few practice runs down my neighbor's steep lawn... Man, me on a snowboard...that's gonna be a sight. When it comes to speed on bikes, skates, watercraft, etc...I'm always afraid to go much faster than a turtle on flypaper. You know, 'cause I don't want to get *hurt* or anything. I've already fucked up my back and I don't even know how!

Okay, I think I covered it. I really have to go now and wrap up the day so that I can go home and do whatever the hell it is I decide to do...