Friday, January 30, 2009

Blue skies

...and cute bunnies. I made another cute picture today while I was working on a sale coupon for the company. Yes, we are trying to actually market our products, something we haven't been seriously doing for the past several months. Only about a quarter of our target clients even know about our website, as we used to do all sales through catalogs. Ah, but of course catalogs are way too expensive to produce now. Thanks to a great camera and photoshop, we've been able to put together a pretty damn nice website. Anyway, here's the damn picture...

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It makes me feel good when I draw somethin'. Yea. I can always use more practice with making shadows. Of course there are billions of little fucks being churned out of colleges right now who can work wonders in Photoshop and many other graphics programs. Well, what I know I taught myself...SO THERE. Fuck school. HAH!

On that sour note, thanks so much...again...for your kind words, my few but very lovely readers. I know I'm in serious need of counseling again. It's just finding the right one. I think Ron needs to see one more than I do, actually. He needs someone else to tell him what he thinks he already knows. He doesn't fucking know, that's for absolute SURE. This is where our different backrounds have become a problem. When you're trying to confide in your husband and get some comfort, you don't want to hear that he's been through so much more/worse than you'll ever know. You don't want shit rubbed into your wounds. You want COMFORT and UNDERSTANDING. Sorry to disappoint you, dear, BUT I NEED A LOT OF THOSE THINGS.

Anyway, I know the meds aren't going to help by themselves. I just need to find someone... I will, I will... For now it's just plodding along one day at a time.

Have a wonderful weekend. I'm off to lala land.


2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ugh. It drives me insane when people play one-upmanship with their sorrows. So I can see how you'd be irritated with his martyrdom.

Anonymous said...

stay strong Julie Girl!!!