This here is my 650th post on this blog. Has it really been six years? Almost seven? I don't seem to have much to say as of late. There's plenty going on but I don't feel much like writing about it. I usually come here just to check out a few of the blogs on my roll over there.
Nothing has really changed... Still at my job part time, still working on taking care of an animal or two on the side. Still unable to touch my art. I'm getting too emotional over it and it's screwing me. I could be doing pet portraits right now. But I'm too busy being depressed and feeling sorry for myself. Yea, same old shit on a different day.
I'm also trying not to distract myself with too many things online while at work. I started the nasty habit years ago and it's a tough one to quit. I can't take advantage of my employer like that, no matter how shitty they may seem. So facebook, blogs, message boards and the like have taken a backseat to work. By the time I get home I don't feel much like looking at a computer screen anymore. I'm also doing other things on my days off, like looking for jobs and working on my business. Besides, there's not much to say other than I continue to struggle in life and it's my own damn fault.
There are a few good things, though... A neighbor has hired me to take care of his 28 gallon salt tank so I've got my first "client". I've also looked into volunteering at a local parrot sanctuary. Unfortunately, I won't be allowed to handle the birds, but I will be able to help prepare their food n' shyt. I hope to start doing a few days a week this summer.
OH YEA! And now Ron is out of work! Isn't that lovely? I do believe he'll be called right back as soon as they get some contracts going again, but right now it's pretty dry so they're making him stay home. So now we're really poor and both dependent on unemployment benefits...well, until I can get off my lazy, insecure ass and make money with my own business! Right...
That's about it for now. I must go and work on my positive outlook. Yea... That's it!
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