Heh. I watched this Patton interview again the other day. And while I tootled around YouTube for some more Patton interviews and crud (damn that site is addicting, there's everything from classic Sesame Street clips to drunk Russians...just look that one up, I dare ya)I came across this surprisingly recent interview. Wow. Cocky now, aren't we? Interesting how he's so much different from that 1991 interview. The faint innocence in that first interview has completely vanished from the second. He ain't naive no moh! Well naturally, right? He's done and experienced so much in that large span of SIXTEEN years. I wonder where I'll be in sixteen years. I can only hope I'm happy.
In other news, I am completely lame today. This week has been hell because I'm so distracted. I've been putting off...well...everything. Stupid things like washing the car and grocery shopping. It's the same thing. I'm overwhelmed and want to escape. I don't feel like doing all this shit I have to do. I'm still thinking too much. I'm bored, lonely, unmotivated, worried and depressed. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I don't have to be...there's PLENTY to do. And I miss Ron, he's on that shitty damn schedule again. I'm not letting him know it's bothering me though. No crying! *sigh*
Another thing that's got me down is that I wrote to my cousin on Myspace last week and have heard nothing from her. Same with a couple of the other people. That site makes me feel like I'm in highschool. It makes me feel so insignificant. So stupid. Why should I care? I feel so worthless again today. I'm just dwelling on these feelings, that's why they won't go away. I'm letting fear get in the way. I can't continue to be afraid of life. I don't know. I'm not getting anywhere. Same old crap. I think I'll go get a sandwich.
2 comments:
I smiled at a comment or few you left at the-moo's place and so I clicked and found myself here and I felt your thoughts about myspace and decided to hug you (yes, I'm just like that, hugging strangers and all, just ask moo)... I also sent you an add on that vast sea of people called myspace to add to your significance :)
hope you and Ron and all those you love are having fun today :)
I think MySpace is a joke! Can all these people with hundred of 'friends' really actually know all these people? And if so, how well? If at all, lol.
MySpace reminds me of the elementary schoolyard games around Valentine's Day where kids were nice to each other until they got a Valentine to accumulate and then went back to bratty behavior right after they got it. I'll never have a MySpace page ever, it's also the reason I don't bother with chat rooms, I can find a million things I'd rather do. Peace to you and yours.
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